Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Girlfriend?

2014,
i'm considered, well, 19 years old already?
soon to enter the 20's.
and well,
i'm still single and available.

adults,
like my uncles and aunts will keep on babbling about
why haven't i bring home a girl and stuff like that,
even my mom.

my mom even asked me in private,
am i gay?
well,
i'm not.
but still,
why no girlfriend?

asked myself?
why not yet?
it's not like there's no one out there whom i think is really my type and stuff,
i just don't think it's time yet y'know?
and i don't think i've met the one who's really special,
and gives me the really special feeling to go after her yet.

maybe i always give myself an excuse.
that excuse is "i'm gonna be someone new when i'm come back from overseas"
which means i'm waiting for the moment to completely change my whole image.
in that year,
perhaps i'll go body building, to look stronger,
maybe a different hairstyle,
and maybe,
meet someone special.

and maybe i'm not confident enough.
girls might say i'm too short,
maybe a little too skinny,
not that typical 180cm hunk they like.


well anyways,
i'll meet someone when it's time.
maybe i've met her,
but timing is always the most important.
who knows it's perhaps my neighbour?
or my classmate?
or my cousin's....... cousin???
whatever,
but yea, i know she's out there someone,
perhaps waiting for me as well. *shyshy*

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