I NEED A GUIDE

sometimes,

i feel i need someone to give me a book,

so i can so whatever it says,

to keep myself on track,

so i won't get lost.

i'm tired of banging wall after wall.

i don't wanna repeat things that i've done wrong,

i don't wanna be afraid of what will come next,

i just need a book to tell me what to do.

really stressful recently,

don't know how should i adjust myself,

body condition is not well,

mentally super exhausted,

only get 3-4 hours of sleep everyday.

ugh.

i don't know why am i writing this.

i guess i just need some sleep.

zzz