Feeling Well

Feel like the pace we both like to take is similar.
Just one step at a time,
Not rushing into anything,
I think that's best for the both of us.

Yes,
Still,
I dont wanna expect anything,
But at least this journey is worthwhile.

I long for the day for the answer.
Yes or no,
At least you've made up your mind,
And i can take my next step too.

Thank You

You have no idea how much that text means to me.

The moment I saw that notification on my phone,
my heart literally dropped.
I can't believe I've kept you waiting for the reply for an hour.

Although that text doesn't say much,
and I don't wanna keep my hopes high,
but still I'm glad that you're making up your mind.

I know that you're clearing your head to find that answer for me,
and I'm so grateful you're doing it.

I will wait,
for sure.

Wanting the best for us

The only conclusion i can come up with after that day is that,
AT LEAST I'VE TRIED...

I've tried my best,
am i'm glad I did.

It might or might not be the same between us for the time being,
but I'm sure we'll be fine as time goes by.

And I'm sorry for all of these.
I know it's bothering you a lot.
From me, and the people who talked about it.


But,
If you're wondering,
Yes, I'm still here,
and I won't go anywhere anytime soon.

One day, I hope for news from you.
Either good or bad news,
Whether you've cleared your mind,
Or u met someone else,
I'm eager to know.

Then, I'll figure out my next step.



Don't beat yourself up.
Don't blame yourself.
Don't doubt it.

You know why?



Because you're worth the wait.

是时候了吗？

天天都在烦，
天天都在想，
担心的太多，
只会让我更胆怯。

给自己的借口，
现在已到期。
是要继续找借口逃避，
还是要豁出去？

太多如果，
只是会蒙住自己的眼睛，
让我看不清、
忘记初衷。

只怕还比预期差，
只怕心不能承受，
只怕失去太多，
只怕会分离。

我不够勇敢，
不够坚强，
感觉什么都做不了，
感觉会失败。

表面上没事，
心里其实很乱，
快承受不了，
但不能表露。

想好好处理，
不留遗憾。
感觉是时候了，
是要放手一搏吗？

怎么办

昨晚是疯了吗我...


怎么办
怎么办

怎么办
怎么办



怎么办
怎么办




我...

我需要勇气

我需要肯定

我需要一个答案


不知道是否是我想象中那样美好
还是我其实一直以来都错了..



我不知道要怎么接下去走这条路...
因为走得太茫然了，
机会感觉也很渺茫，
感觉踏上了一条极与极，
走对的话是好事
走错的话...
我应该会彻底崩溃，
会受伤。



有谁可以给我一个答案...
如果注定要死心，我不想拖...
但如果注定走对路呢...
太多如果，我不知该怎么办才好


我非常没自信，
我想这也是原因之一
为什么我到今天还在原地踏步。
我觉得我比不上其他人，
也不会被看中。


太完美的，
使我永远觉得我好遥远，
永远追不上。



换了部落格的音乐，
这首歌旋律太符合我现在的情绪，
心很闷，
但却只能默默地在这里抒发。
很想踏出那一步，
但因为太多因素让我却步。


好烦好烦



感觉这一切都是个梦。
是无法实现的梦......