PRAY FOR MH370

i feel really bad when i whine about how suffered i am with my assignments,
but at this very moment,
hundreds of families are in a state much much worse than me.

how many people rather do 100 times more assignments,
than being where they are now.

Dead or survived,
we don't know yet.

the only thing we can do is,
pray for them,
hope they come back safely.

not sure why i have this feeling,
really really sad.
it's like i have some special connection with this case.
can't stop thinking about it.

i really really hope for a miracle.

#fingerscrossed
#prayforMH370

BAD DAY

really bad day.
everything just seems to go really wrong.

assignments
group assignments
family
friends
health
temper

nothing is right.

had a really bad mood today.
lied on the sofa,
looking up to the ceiling.
telling myself to chill,
to relax,
and everything is going to be okay.
it didn't work.
the moment i got up from the sofa,
it seems like everything is worse.

gosh.
i need a life too.
what's with all the stress that is wasting my time,
wasting my life.

once in awhile,
i feel like giving up.
i really do.
why torture yourself,
when you can live an easier life?

sigh"
i really hope "tomorrow is a brand new day" quote really works.
it won't,
because i know the first thing i'll do when i wake up tomorrow morning is.
sigh/
and just freakin' murmur "I HATE MY LIFE."

there's no soul inside of me telling me that
so many other people are less fortunate than me,
and i'm still here complaining.
well,
you can have my life,
and you'll know it's not any better.

gahhhh.
just need to freakin' crawl till
at least
graduation.

life will be different after that.

new place.
new environment.
new people.
new faces.

new life.

:/