we're almost there.

有些事，
用华语比较好表达。

2013，
还有6小时半就结束了。
要说后悔没做的事，好多。
要说后悔做了的事，也好多。

还有6小时半。
我该把这些后悔的事忘掉？
还是把它们带过去，好好反省？

1年。
365天。
8760小时。
525600分钟。
31536000秒。
2013 就这样，
结束了。

旧朋友好少见，
几个月才见一次，
感情依旧那么好（？）
新朋友见面多，
自然而然感情会出状况，
该解决的解决了（？）
剩下的，
我也不知道怎么了。

有时觉得太努力尝试未必是件好事。
知道太多事也不见得好。
2014，
其中一项自我要求，
》不要理别人的是非。做自己。

时间过得好快。
再过6小时半，
就要跟别人说我19岁了。
长大了。
19岁了，已经快达到“发完育”的年龄。
听过人家对我的评价，
人长得不错，就是个子矮了点。
所以2014，
》努力喝很苦的田七，吃多点cheese，喝多多牛奶。
》时常游泳＋打篮球。
希望2014年尾我还可以长多几公分。

明天2014是我读college的第二年了。
今年总的来说，成绩不是很理想。
CGPA才3.33。
对自己蛮失望。
明年2014，
我一定要更努力，
》把CGPA调到3.5以上。

2013整年来，
对自己蛮佩服的是，
我越来越会省钱。
之前，
只要我喜欢的东西，
自己有能力出钱的东西，
我一定会买。
不够钱的东西，
我都会一直求妈妈借我钱买。
今年一整年来，
反而是我叫妈妈省钱，
吃的买的都能少花钱就少花钱。
明年2014，我要存更多钱。
》银行户口在年尾的时候有7000块。

如果经济方面允许，
我的degree可能会去英国读。
但是总觉得自己的英文水准不够好，
尤其是讲话方面。
所以2014，
》把英文搞到更好，能讲得更流利。

自我要求的事还有很多。
希望我明年能把大部分的都完成。

2014，
我们一起加油！

Sem3 results

am not very pleased with my results.
i know i haven't done my best,
i know i slack in some of the assignments,
maybe that's why i have what i deserved,
instead of what i desire.

year 2 sem 1,
it's really time for me to settle down and work hard,
i want my parents to be proud,
and waste a penny they've spent on my studies.

wish me luck.

6A'07 gathering

it was kind of a last minute plan to have a gathering in kelok's house for steamboat.
but it turned out be to surprisingly well planned.
27/50 turned up last night.

we sat in a circle,
playing games and asking each other stupid and funny questions,
laughed at the stupid things we did,
digging up all old love affairs,
it was so much fun,
i didnt want it to end that quick.

it was a simple gathering,
but it was really special.

get to see faces i havent seen in almost 6 years,
it's crazy how time flies.
everyone is much more handsome and pretty now.

we have to protect this bond,
as long as we can.

Christmas eve party

it was the Christmas eve party,

and also LXDS's 7th annual performance.

i have to say we all did well during this performance,

looking back at the choreography i did in previous years' performances,

i felt my choreography this year was more solid, more complete.

but i'll train harder to produce something better.

video will be uploaded soon.

we also had gifts exchange session for the kids,

and lucky draw for the ones aged 13 and above.

the lucky draw was the
15 of us put RM25 each into a basket (total: RM375),

and we all drew a paper out of a box,

the one who gets the paper with the number (1) in it, is the grand prize winner,

which will get RM160,

number (2) will get RM100,

number (3) will get RM55,

and the rest who got an empty paper will get RM5.

and the winner was my dad! HAHA

1st runner up was my uncle,

2nd runner up was my grandfather.

we also had a dance party after our performance,

everybody came in and danced together.

we all holded hands, formed circles,

and each and everyone of us went into the circle to dance solo for a few seconds.

it was crazy,

but super fun.

i love my family.

merry christmas!

Beijing trip

so yea i'm back from beijing for quite awhile.
been busying with all the stuffs and finally i get the time to blog again.

so about beijing,
it was much much better than i thought.
the food wasn't that oily,
the streets are very clean,
every was better than kl,
except the people.
sorry people from china,
but you guys still spit everywhere,
talk really loud.
the culture is improving,
it'll be better when the time i go back next time.

so yea, i've climbed the great wall,
ate lots of snacks,
smelly taufu of course.
but the only disappointing thing was it didnt snowwww.
i was waiting for it to snow,
but it didnt.
just ain't my luck.

anyway,
some photos to show.
all captured with my phone.

Countdown

so yes, i'm couting down.
6 more hours,
we'll be taking a taxi to KLIA,
because we're going to beijing!

yay!

although i'm not very psyched about going to china,
because we'll just be visiting ancient buildings and temples,
but it's winter!
hope it snows!
that was what i'm looking forward to!

okay. let me check the weather now.

checking....

BEIJING: 4 degrees celsius
CHENGDE: 2 degrees celsius

chengde is a mountain that we'll be going as well,
it was i think the spot for the emperor of china to prevent sunstroke during summer.

okay.
ANYWAY,
i'll be back on the 18th.
so i won't be updating till then.

will post photos when i'm back!

bye! :)

quote

saw a status posted on facebook by a friend:

"Don't expect friend to accompany you anytime you want them to, they are someone's friends too."

exactly my heartfelt wishes.
exactly what i tell myself all the time.
"nobody is yours. nobody."

time

time is all i need.
all i need to find my balance.
i need to find a way to forget.
a way to find the real me again.
it has been hell of a ride for these past months,
i need it to stop.
to at least feel better.

just give me time,
to prove that i can do it too.

LXDS #7

some of you guys know what LXDS is.
some of you dont.

so,
LXDS is a dance group formed by me, my sisters and my cousins.

and we performed dancing and singing over the past consecutive 6 years,
in front of our families during either christmas eve or new year's eve.

so this year is our 7th year.
and the 7th annual year end performance will be held on christmas eve.

you can buy tickets from this website:
hahajustkiddingnoticketsforsale.com

okay.
so these few weeks were hardcore dance training period.
dancing non-stop,
getting new bruises,
brainstorming on formations, poses and choreography.

this year's performance will be posted up on my youtube page.
so you guys can take a look.

till then,
wish us luck!

go LXDS! :)

a new one

so i'm back blogging.

sometimes i think that there's something i wanna share,
but not to the whole world.
at least it's a safe place here.
not much people will see,
and even fewer will care.
but at least the ones that still do,
are the only ones i need.

went to browse some of the blogs i used to follow,

puikhay's really sad-makes-me-emo-hungergames-song is depressing,
dexter's so-freaking-long-without-spacing-in-between-blog, but i still managed to finish reading'em.
chinshen's super-short-and-mostly-unhappy-posts, so i finished reading in like what? 2? 3 minutes?
leanne's i-dont-know-how-many-months-has-it-been-full-of-spiderwebs-blog,
sherene's,allan's,yikyin's,waiyin's updated-but-only-once-in-months-blogs.

*the hunger games music is still on*
it starts to get really annoying.
okay, i'll turn it off now.

alright, let's continue.


so,
i know a lot of you havent been seeing me in quite a while,
some months,
some more than half a year.

but i know we're still close.
still.
i know it.

and i miss you guys alot.
i really do.


so some of u might be curious about what am i up to recently,
or how are things?

umm.
well...
i'm fine.
my emotional status is good HAHA.
umm.
results are okay, still need to improve.
umm. what else?
oh yea HAHAHA.
I'M STILL SINGLE & AVAILABLE.
that's true.
haha.ummm...
and i think about you guys alot.
very often.
and i really hope i can meet you guys soon.






and also to my college mates,
umm. sem break now.
alot of you are back at your hometown now.
sabah, site A, PD, taiwan.
miss you guys.
and those in kl as well,
we should go out one more time before next sem starts.

oh yea and about the results,
dont worry.
we'll all sail through this,
and work harder next year.

see you guys soon!





okay. i hope to continue blogging for as long as i can.
umm.
so wish me luck?
anyway. bye. :)